Went to gym with my classmates after class today.
well, its my first time gg to gym with them(: its a good start!
woo.. kinda worried for Saturday's netball match ):

I'm feeling super FUCKED up right now.
can god please tell me what to do?
i feel that there's no one to turn to.
its damn shitty.
Why can you take the initiative?
why can't you fork out time for me instead?
Fuck it! do i even mean anything to you?
argh!
Stressed!!
but still..
iloveubaby