It have all come to an end.
after all we've been trough; all the ups & downs.
it just end with 1 simple word; breakup):
and somehow i sense that this time round was no joke.
it felt so firm; seems like you agreed it too.
last time, when we quarrel, you would ask me to wake up.
telling me that i didn't mean it bcos i was just angry.
but what happened on today was totally different.
i feel that you don't respect me at all;
i know i'm the one who kinda started this problem btw us.
but when i heard from you that you no longer love me.
my heart totally sank.
My mind's blank
i didn't know what else to say.
i wish that i could just disappear.
i thought that you would fight for me.
believing that you would treat me better.
but everything just went wrong. you made me lost faith in our r/s and love.
what you told me kept running through my mind.
"i don't love you anymore; feel that you're just like a friend"
and yes, i teared even though i know that its partly my fault.
my tears for you were all genuine.
feelings for you were nv a lie.
you were everything that i wanted.
we were meant to be, suppose to be, but we lost it.
all the memories, so closed to me just fade away.
i'll never look back.
i promise myself that i will be happy no matter what
with or without you.
I'll move on happily as i ever will be.

over and out*

I've updated the post abt my KL trip with my girls (:

News
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i'm gonna get a new hair style soon(:
one that i've nv try before!
haha(:


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Went out with my Fboz peeps today!

(the '08 batch)
Presenting to you the babes~
and the ehhh.... guys -___-"
HAHA(:

not very hyper today cause wasn't feeling well ):
"The video"


Oh my, since when i and daryl.... haha(:

Which is the White dog??
princess elfina & us
Dori darling & me (:

took tons of photos, but isn't with me.
so gotta wait till i have the pics then will update again(:

will update soon yall!

am i becoming someone i'm not?
baby, i'm sorry ):

Let's talk about my Wonderful KL trip

with my crazy bunch of netballers!

from.Darling (chipmunk)
awww~ she's so sweet (:

i took this friend of mine to Malaysia
Camwhore on the bus(:April ah KONG & me (:

Our mini mascot

while on the way to S'pore custom.

the hotel we stayed while we were there.
Our pathetic little room!!!
shared among Joyce, Jessica & me!!
(totally sucks)
\i disliked it very much/

Food we ate
Nando's

sight seeing

Shopping mall

cute eh? both of them (:
April ah kong's taxi



Oooo.. Eye of Malaysia

Dope girlfriends I can ever asked for!
Seri; my best heart-to-heart talk gf

amanda; my BGFF
...

we had our lunch at Kenny Rogers.
(Time square)
i'm tellin' yall, the mall there is wow!
everything also can bargain(: then we all shopped like aunties!
haha:D

when we reach the club for our 1st netball match over at KL.
wow.. we played on the field.
Dope or what? Netball on field-__-

C'mon; lets shanke and make friends(:
and the game began.was fun though.
even if there were some "hot" periods during the game.
but we enjoyed ourselves! :D

my dear girls; pretty pose eh? (:
last but not least; group photo (:
then.. back to hotel to bath & off we went for dinner & shopping!
ate at Nando's (:

after everything, then back to hotel.
jess & LA's friend yoyo accompanied me
back to my room and...
they started camwhoring with my caps & jean.Dope right? my LA's friend (: yoyoyo~
both of them still own me rental fees.. haha(:

also not forgetting;
we celebrated my darling's advance birthday.
SEE!!! i just gotta be inside the photo(:

I love my LA's friend (:
our gift for her (:
fun night i had**

then the next day was back to singapore..
really wished that time could freeze. to all my netballers
including miss pam, april ah kong, darling ray and bff amanda.

i really enjoyed myself back then.
you guys were great!
i love you people!

back in S'pore. (CE)
took group photo!



then group hug!!
and we end it off with a very loud "CE Woosh!!"

things happened back at KL.
wondering about it alot.. Justin; my bf.
on the other hand, chipmunk; my darling.
one treats me great, with all the care & concern;
while another one, dunno how to express, makes me
feel like i'm just another ordinary girl.
argh~
):
I MISS DARLING chipmunk
& the whole team of my netballers plus miss pamela!!

I'm back from the

Dopest
camp of my life!

Group 4 + some of the seniors

will up date again..
cause due to most of the photos are with my Fbodz senior Justin.